Incubate Non-Nugatory Lacunae with Eschatological Velleity

Achintya Bheda Abheda: inconceivable oneness and difference.

Tattva: thatness, principle, reality, or truth.

Tat tvam asi: thou art that.

Particle Decay: the spontaneous process of one elementary particle transforming into other elementary particles.

Quantum Mechanical Isotropy: When a spinless particle or unpolarized spinning particle decays, the resulting decay distribution must be isotropic in the restframe of the decaying particle regardless of the detailed physics of the decay.

Animism: belief that natural physical entities possess a spiritual essence.

Molecular Gastronomy: “I think it is a sad reflection on our civilization that while we can and do measure the temperature in the atmosphere of Venus we do not know what goes on inside our souffles” Kurti, Nicholas.

Eschatological: of or relating to the end of the world or the events associated with it in religious expectation.

Nugatory: inconsequential, worthless, having no force: inoperative.

Septentrional: of the north.

Sartorial: of or relating to a tailor or tailored clothes.

Schadenfreude: joy at others’ misfortunes.

Pray for me Pope Francis.  Every moral theatric will go down in histrionics.  Trusting in the almighty fire of truth to purge the lies while trusting in the almighty fire of youth to hypersexualize.  Constant quick fixes wrench my mechanics.  The city itself is an attempt by man to arrest motion by placing natural resources in geometric array over natural resources in organic array.  The architectural superego that can say ‘no’ to the season’s natural progression is among civilization’s discontented monads.  An exploration of the universe where life itself rotates, vibrates, and translates at a rate slow enough to arrest so society is able to question, calculate, and judge a more exact precision characteristic of happenstance.  When man learns to teleport, will he remember how to astral project?  When man learns to telekinese, will he think to lift a finger?  When man learned to telephone, did he begin to communicate more effectively?  When man learned to televise, did he begin to project reality?  Phony.

Monad: an indivisible, impenetrable unit of substance viewed as the basic constituent element of physical reality (see Leibniz).

Velleity: a wish or inclination not strong enough to lead to action.

Habitual routine: People say they find comfort in routine.  Whether it be a physical, chemical, biological, or psychological routine, the comfort derives from a feeling of safety and security in the known norm and a feeling of what they imagine would be distress and helplessness in the exploration of unknown territories (you can’t spell territory without terror and you can’t imperialize without shaking a stick).  Stemming from a memory of feeling uncomfortable or out-of-place in a certain social situation when the thought occurred of gay expectations, but feeling grumpy instead, had no friend confederate.  When the spirit of competition pall bore passive aggressiveness into vivid detail, introversion out of the closet, we be dancin’ the eschatological Schadenfreude boogie!

Hapax legomenon: a term of which only one instance of use is recorded.

Timelessness in infinite detail, it’s time to debate infinity!  With many languages, many colors, much beauty and diversity, our generation was encouraged to explore diversity in all its multifacetedness.  In America, knowing that racial diversity correlates with socioeconomic diversity and certain plights and struggles that go along with each, (the problems of seperatetogetherness), one can either choose to take on one’s own problems isolated and alone, or take on the work of fellow-man.  Would to be such a leap to recognize one’s own problems as they relate with fellow-man’s?  Who wishes to multiply problems?  Math teachers!  (Their problem is giving problems that are self-recursive.)  It is generally recognized in and around the neighborhood that there are progressively more rules and not less more- progressive rules.  There can only be so many laws before criminality is unenforceable without elimination of the laws, the law enforcers, or those whom the law is enforced upon (little Jesus’). There are law makers and law enforcers who don’t necessarily live in or identify with the neighborhood wherein many laws are enforced and therefore lack a certain understanding toward the problems that tend to arise in that microcosm of people who lack the ability to employ their own creative solutions.  Creative enforcement stands diametrically opposed to enforcing creativity (say, in our schools).  The former involves crime and punishment and the latter art and therapy.  That is not to say that certain acts should not be punishable (that would be limiting the freedoms of community Marquis du Sadists and Sach-Masochists) it’s that human law (the laws of man) should not be applied universally wherein Team America, World Police enforces the gentrification of municipalities. 

“There would be no danger of atomic war if advances in history, the science of right and of state, philosophy, psychology, literature, art, etc. were are great as in physics, but instead of such progress, one is struck by significant regress in many of the spiritual sciences” Godel, Kurt.

Manichaean:      1) a believer in a syncretistic religious dualism originating in Persia in the 3^rd century AD and teaching the release of the spirit from matter through asceticism.

                                2) a believer in religious or philosophical dualism.

Syncretism:        1) the combination of different forms of belief or practice.

                                2) the fusion of two or more originally different inflectional forms.

Theodicy: defense of God’s goodness and omnipotence in view of the existence of evil (see Leibniz, Gottfried).

Non liquet: it is not clear.

Bruno, Giordano (1584) Everett, Hugh (1957) : Many worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics.

Logical positivism or verificationism: empiricism + mathematical logic and linguistics so that scientific statements could be conclusively proven true or false.

Phenomenalism: belief that physical objects cannot justifiably be said to exist in themselves, but only as perceptual phenomena or sensory stimuli situated in time and space, reduces talk to “bundles of sense-data”

Instrumentalism: belief that scientific theory is a useful instrument in understanding the world.

ATP’s GOING TO LAUNCH ITSELF INTO a P-LOOP CONSENSUS SEQUENCE!!!

Restriction enzymes reduce pKa with metal on your slide, Mg++ charge repulsion, different modes, alternative configurations, divalent being generic, follows the substrate around, ATP-MG++ outside the enzyme affinity constant, 0.1mM (in the millimolar range), hyperbolic dissociation, you can consider that attached to Magnesium present in high concentrations, (relevant concentrations), neutralizes the negative nucleotide cationic pocket conformation, but this does cause the enzyme to be molded to the template cyclic structure magnesium-ATP complex, not just phosphate, an octahedral complex, okay, so it’s not only an appendage-molecule-protein, it works in states, bound and not, ATP+AMP changes significantly, same structure, phosphate interacting with this loop, pulls along this lid-flap that settles down and triggers the domain to close down using gamma phosphate position extended out of ATP for the next substrate, binding of that second substrate will cause additional conformational changes that will prevent water from binding to that site, as soon as water catches that, game’s over, triggered by the binding-conformational change when it’s finished, catalysis by approximation, hiding them from water, first slide, review these concepts, covalent catalysis, general acid-base, chymotrypsin for you, doesn’t get used in the mechanism, just make sure you look at this list, we’re done with enzymes.

Carbohydrates hit the backseat, proteins and nucleic acids dominate research, elusive, elaborate, more difficult to study, synthesize, or isolate these things which can be complicated, monosaccharides, polymers, oligomers, pattern of carbon and water with some number ‘n’, sugar is an oxidant energy source, ribose, deoxyribose… Relevant diseases on cell surfaces, viruses invading your body, boring textbook stuff, start with very basic and move from there, only three trioses, enantiomers or each other, ketone, always hydroxylated, Fisher projections to draw this, vertical line is the carbon chain, /=O ketone in this position, dihydroacetone ketose carbohydrate suffix, alternative to this aldehyde’s stereogenic center glyceraldehyde, L+D configurations, capital D.

Oyer and terminer: to hear and determine.

Dido: a foolish or mischievous act; something frivolous or showy.

Daltonism: color-blindness (see Dalton, John).

Quantum homeopathy?  See LSD (life), VX (death).

Lacuna: a blank space or a mission part.

Parson: rector, clergyman

Munchausen Syndrome: a psychiatric factitious disorder wherein those affected feign disease, illness, or psychological trauma to draw attention or sympathy to themselves.

Munchausen by proxy: caregiver deliberately exaggerates health problems in those who are in their care.

Apodosis: the main clause of a condition statement.

Apodictic: expressing the nature of necessary truth or absolute certainty.

Drugs, Donald Trump, and Promiscuity

4 am on a Thursday (3/3/16), a conversation, with “Stan”:

Stan: Yo, what a more badass song than this?

Me:  Do you want to tell me what you meant by not taking sides?  I imagine what you meant was that you wound up at the Pink at some point if you’re home at 4 o’clock.  I could track your night backwards through that! Did you get the bottle of vodka?

Stan: It’s in my trunk.  You’re in my shit. It’s there. You got that.

Me: I would have put money on that too, alright, 2 for 2.

Stan: My biggest shit mistake is that Iraina my lover is really… not my lover, my interest, she’s with like 4 other dudes.

Me: Well, so are you, so, to be fair…

Stan: You’re right, we’re perfect for each other…people like that it’s all lined up!

Me: More like strung out, but…

Stan: Well shit, we’re both like professionals strung out and we know what we wanna do but we’re distracted by other shit that people wanna get us to do.  We see the advantageous aspects of the…and try to make reasoning behind being um…there’s really no reason, we gotta just deal with yus. But look, I push you, I should push you tonight too.

Me: Tonight?

Stan: Yeah.

Me: Like this morning?

Stan: I got 2 people that wanna buy mushrooms, I got one person who wants to open up a warehouse space, I got one person who wants to um do Molly, but I don’t think you could get that for ‘em. Separate person.

Me: Oh, I mean, anything’s possible.

Stan: Yeah, but I tell the man I don’t fuck with that, he’s like, ‘yeh, if you come across it’

Me: I think that dude Brian from Monday had some, so conceivably…

Stan: Conceivably, yeah…I mean, conceivably talk to him about natural/unnatural things to do, he wants Molly.

Me: Yeah, well, you just have to make sure that it’s sourced well.  I was talking about that with Caitlin yesterday, the fact that people, like, criticizing Shawn and I was kind of criticizing her because knowing her past too, but like, people don’t take into consideration that that shit’s made with like gasoline and other solvents and if those things aren’t all removed properly, like you’re basically getting lead (Pb) in solvents straight to your brain, like every time you do that shit, unless it’s actually like high-quality shit, like that movie “Blow”? Those guys are doing a favor for American coke-users…until he was shut-down, but most of the other shit that’s brought into this country is like way lower quality standards, you know what I mean, so it’s just like, it fucks with people’s heads permanently. And I think I had that experience once with Molly where I got some shit at a concert and I was not only fucked up that night, but fucked up for a long time after that where I could feel kind of like the residual effects of that, and…(song ends (beach rock)) another reason I didn’t pursue that course of work.

                And another reason why I wanted to get into my own version of drug-production was because that was always my perspective of drugs being a social ill was that most of the stuff people use, they’ll use anyway, but it’s ‘dirty,’ and the fact that it’s ‘dirty’ means you’re going to have a bunch of people that are fucked in the head permanently because they’re taking some dirty shit and not something that would actually be like a cool experience and not that damaging (“Right”) if it’s done well.

Stan: Yeah, with someone, in the right environment. 

                I did something cool today, um, I confronted a guy, big, who I had a bad experience with about how he acted the last time I saw him, George, the last time I saw him, how he acted out.  He acted like an asshole…I didn’t bring it up to him like that initially, I told him, like, he came up to approach me and …long story short, it turned out good, in a good way, because there was good communication.  He didn’t recognize what happened.

Me:  Well, who was drunker?  Because usually when two people think one or the other is an asshole…

Stan: I straight up told him that I thought he was an asshole, and was like, ‘the last time I talked to you, you were an asshole.’ And I’m like, ‘but wait, let me tell you this.  I’m telling you this because I care about you.  Because I know that I ran into you and things were not going right and you…’ because I think the first thing he asked me was, ‘oh how are things going for you dude?’  But he didn’t even say that, he was like, ‘hey, I know you’ and I said, ‘how are things going with you?’ And he’s like,’ oh bla-bla-bla-bla, I’m doing this-this-this-this.’ And he asked, ‘oh, what about you?’ ‘The last time I ran into you, you were an asshole, but I’m telling you this because I care about you.’  And I broke it down really, really, really terse, but I kinda got … because he really did… you know J.R. from Toronto? Last time she was in here, he tried to act like a dick, he was like ‘don’t trust this man, he’s a Communist!’ to me, like, and, shit, and he started doing other shit, acting like an asshole, so I pushed him away, I didn’t even hurt him, I kept him in the Jim’s Steakout door while she got the cab…anyway.

Me: What’s his economic system?

Stan: He doesn’t have one.  He’s an artist.

Me: So he’s a Communist.

Stan: He’s a Communist.

Me: So, right off that bat he’s accusing you of something that’s hypocritical.

Stan: Yes. And look, maybe back at 16 I might have been a Communist, but right now, I’m pretty hardcore Capitalist, maybe, not Libertarian.  I’m thinking about voting for Donald Trump now that he won over Hillary Clinton.  We can’t have a Bush-Clinton-Bush-Clinton.

Me: No, that’s actually my fear too…

Stan: I can’t do that! I can’t do that!

Me: I think that’s weird, and I think that they try to make you choose between the lesser of two evils, and I think that that’s kind of fucked up, because…

Stan: It’s just so sporadically out-of-control that, oh my god, there’s just so much money involved and it’s way too out of control right now.

Me: Well not enough people are engaged.

Stan: No, there’s not, but it’s way too out of control for not enough people to be engaged.  I was talking to this other guy, Troubo? *belch* Eric Truder, his father ran for mayor a few months ago…damn man, like, I don’t know what to tell you, nobody wants to run for political process.  It’s a hard thing…

Me: And that’s like where…that’s where you’d want to vote for someone with more political experience, because, I don’t know, if run the country just like a Capitalist business, you’re going to maybe make the economy more efficient, but is that really the best thing for overall happiness?  You can put up statistics that make it seem like everybody’s happy because, oh – unemployment rates are low or this, this, or that number…or we’re safe.  We haven’t had a terrorist attack of a certain scale…And that’s the thing, once you’ve had an attack of a certain scale, like September 11^th, and you’re like ok, well, as long as it doesn’t top that, but we have mass shootings in this country all the time where there’s 5 people down here, 10 people down here, 20 people down here, and we’re like, oh well that’s acceptable because it’s not that massive casualty statistic of September 11^th, it’s something less than that, and a scale of 10 less than that, but it’s happening so frequently that you don’t even think about…

Stan: People are getting out of control, and people are trying to be scientific about it, but they’re not really doing anything about it.

Me: Well, the thing is we’ve become so separate as a society, like we’re all single individual cells and people lash out in frustration over that lack of community… If people were more organized then people would be happier, but the fear is, of the government, that if the people become more organized, you could start an army.  What if people who were touring, like the Hell’s Angels or a group like that who are probably on FBI watch-lists, but what if the band Phish, what if they’re followers were militarized? What if they all had guns and they decided ‘that’s a lot of people’ but the problem is they’re all…I’m not trying to militarize Phish, I’m just saying that something of that scale would be like…

Stan: Organized. Music. Phish. I think you’re right. I think there’s a loss in organization in communities as a whole did not sense to be a part of anything.

Me: And it’s still based on ownership and working-class and so there’s a very small group of owners and then there’s the disempowered working-class.

Stan: What does the disempowered working class do? Besides guillotine all the owners?

Me: No, I mean, they just go to work every day and their standard of living is to an extent acceptable to them and that’s enough to make them ignore everything else.  They’re like, ‘As long as I keep my head down, I keep at the grind, I’m going to be able to get ahead,’ but they’re not thinking creatively, they’re just thinking like point A point B, you know, I’m going to get from…and that’s a daily thing, daily routine…I wake up at point A, I go to work at point B, and I come home again and half the time I don’t even have a point C or D… in a lot of people’s lives.  And I’ve witnessed that first-hand.

Stan: It happens. It’s true. It’s hard to be liberal in the mindset as people describe it … when liberal, you want to be able to say, ‘yes, I can agree with your ideas that you want to have the freedoms to choose and pay the amount that you feel is right for taxes, for the local organizations, communities, but in the long run, there’s already a system in place that’s saying that these set numbers on what is and what it will cost to…

Me: I’m talking about how people spend their time, people are Conservative with their time, when they should be like ‘I’m a free person’ and they should be able to go out and do those other things without feeling overly burdened, you know, the things that people, everybody wants to do.  You know, for some people point C and D are coming home, crashing on their couch, and plugging into a videogame or watching a movie, which is a completely manufactured lifestyle at that point.

Stan: I would be coming home and eating Iraina’s pussy, but she’s not here...

Me: I’m not talking about you, I think you experience life in your own way and I respect that…

Stan: But you’re right, I keep on coming back to this neutralization of like, okay, as a community, as an organization, like ‘cause it comes down to (when I see my friend with his girlfriend, I think) do I really want a girlfriend? 

Me: You look at their relationship and you’re thinking, ‘I don’t know about that!’

Stan: Shit, man, I’ll tell you what I want, I want a girl who comes out and dances with me … If I met a girl where if she stays with me, I’m pretty sure she’d be a little skeptical of me too! But I think we’d get along, cause’ …

Me: I would have a girlfriend if I was in love with a girlfriend, but I’m not trying to force that situation.  Because frankly, I feel like I’m better off in life because I’m not burdened with a child and a marriage and all those things, which, you know, I respect the responsibilities …

Stan: I tried to give some girls that responsibility.  I tried to impregnate ‘Dot’, I came in her like 3, 4 times.

Me: Wait, she didn’t want you to?

Stan: No, she may have aborted my baby, but she never told me.

Me: You kind of have to have a conversation about that before you just start doing … shit!  You have that conversation!

Stan: I was hoping it would be an accident.  An accidental miracle.

Me: But that makes it so much worse for her because if she’s the one that doesn’t want that, she has to go through those extra steps.

Stan: She didn’t! Now she’s still single and wandering around…

Me: She probably hates men now! Because of you! She’s probably thinking now ‘I can’t have fun because I could get pregnant,’ and you’re the one that put that in her head.

Stan: I’m gonna call her up tomorrow and be like, ‘can you not have fun anymore because I wanted you to have my babies?’

Me: I mean, I’m just saying this hypothetically…

Stan: It might work out, I might be able to get her back in my life and have her babies.

Me: Yeah, well now she knows that’s where you were trying to take it.  That probably takes a while for some people to process!

Stan: I pick ‘em out, I pick ‘em out, like okay, can I picture her having my babies?  A) No. Okay, pull out, use a condom! B) Yes, maybe, alright, just shoot her up with come and see what happens!  …But she’s got money to afford that. So she had money in the first place to actually carry on that burden. So the point being she was a good choice to start with.

Me: I don’t know, even if I were in a good financial situation, as a woman (hypothetically) I think I would still seek child support for you forcing that burden on me. And that would completely fuck up your life because you’re not married to this person first, so you have no power in that situation, in that decision.  And your whole life would be fuck for at least 18 years where you would have to pay a certain amount of money and it would be a lien against you for your entire life. And you wouldn’t even have the satisfaction of being part of that child’s life if you make that decision like you’re ‘gonna shoot this girl up’ and she’s going to have your kid. She could move across the country and never see her and you’d still have to pay money!

Stan: She did go cross country.  You’re right, I should tell some girls straight, that’s what I’m gonna do, like, ‘yo’, I just want your babies,’ that I think they’re that gorgeous.

Me: You’ve got to think those things through because you’re making a very, very uninformed decision that could have consequences for everybody’s lives.

Stan:  I thought about that and I thought about how many uninformed decisions are already made and I feel like, I felt like, yes logically resubmit that they’re not logically made out, but if I don’t make those illogical reasonable, like in the certain times when these decisions are being made, like there’s a lot of people that aren’t in the world making logical decisions. And I feel like I could …

Me: I could join that?

Stan: I feel like I could join that.  I feel like that if I had a child I actually would raise it right, I think that would put my life on track.

Me: But you’re not having the child.  She’s having the child.

Stan: Yeah, but I would help, well it’s all about how she percei-, how she percei-, like how she would...

Me: You’re fucking up a year of her life where she has to carry this child to term and give birth to this child, she could have to have surgery because of that.

Stan: You have to understand if she actually wanted to have a baby, like if she were a horny yoga girl, which she was, they all are.  They all are. If they want to.  If she really wanted a baby like she really does she could just shut the fuck up and have the baby, and like, what it really comes down to is whether she’s going to be like a mutual like respective parent with me or if she’s going to charge me child support.

Me: Right, which if you don’t have an arrangement beforehand other than let’s bang without consequences and you want to make it, ‘let’s bang with consequences,’ and not communicate that to her…

Stan: Well bitches don’t know I’ve got multiple angles of attacks. That’s what this box is a fuckin’ bout.  Pay your deductibles.

Me: But your angle of attack is speaking to them in such a way that is so roundabout and haphazard that you’re not communicating to them

Stan: Yeah, it scares them.

Me: And then you’re basically lying to them or remaining silent about your true intentions, which is not a virtuous thing to be at all…

Stan: No, not with Dot, but with the new ones, yeah, the new ones, like the new ones I just don’t really, I haven’t planted a seed, no, I haven’t done that, or wrapped it up. Yeah, it’s been like that, it’s been wrapped up for a while.  But, yeah, no, there’s been a couple of situations where I let it loose like yeah very few, but, yeah, I think that’s why I say it’s a special thing, it’s not just like every willy-nilly…I’m not as promiscuous as I could sound as I am, trying, not, trying to be, but as I search and seek and look for yeah that badass bitch like I think the majority of ‘em get passed through there not really… not that they aren’t good girls, I just don’t really trust them or they don’t really come off as they know what they have.  When they don’t know what they’re doing in their own life I can’t really trust them.  If they don’t know who themselves are – know what you want…know who you are.

Me: Know who themselves are?

Stan: Know who themselves are. Know what you want, respect others…and know yourself, yeah.

Me: But you’re demanding of them something you don’t know of yourself!

Stan:  Know yourself. I think I know what I want and I know… I respect others, but I think knowing myself is something I’ve been working…I’m always changing actually.  It’s not changing, I guess I do know what I want. And you’ll say what do you want? And I’ll be like, ‘I don’t know,’ but I feel, I feel pretty confident that I know that I want to be comfortable.

Me: Well there’s middle America, they’re shrinking somehow…

Stan: Maybe Donald Trump will promote Bill Murray.  

The Madness Before Dreams and After

From 4/6/13 (p2):

                Old hobo logic states, ‘a bird in hand is worth two in the bush.’  A woodpecker begins pecking outside, sprinkled in are some other intermittent chirps, and the sound of a lawnmower or some other form of gas generator.  The sounds seem contiguous, however the sound of my computer fan next to my right knee is more contiguous; more or less decibel blithe.

                Oblong gears are just as easy to (al dente) tooth as circular gears, but overbite like inbred kissers to cogs in universal ellipsoidal spotlight…

                What are calendars for it not for farmers?

                What are timetables for if not for planes, trains, and automobiles?  Bile is excreted by the liver during driving due to vibrational engine energy vibrating the bums in the car’s seats (monochrome clowns in brown make-up, dirt, and grime) from the anal sphincter all the way to the very blasted nosehair of every last sphinx bumming a ride and imagining such a thing as bad luck.

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From Freud, Sigmund, A General Introduction to Psychoanalysis:

The repetition of the occurrences betray a persistence which is hardly ever an attribute of chance, but which fits well with the idea of design. (p 51)

Every one of us who can look back over a fairly long experience of life would probably say that he might have spared himself many disappointments and painful surprises, if he had the courage and resolution to interpret as omens the little mistakes which he noticed in his intercourse with others, and to regard them as signs of tendencies still in the background. For the most part one does not do this; one has an impression that one would become superstitious again by a circuitous scientific path. (p53)

It depends, however, whether the particular mental phenomenon is directly due to bodily, organic or material agencies, in which case it does not fall to psychology for investigation; or whether it arose directly from other mental processes, behind which at some point the succession of organic agencies then begins.

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Myth Reel; Fantastic Fallacy

A simple change of inflection, arare is to farm as rearare is to farm again; to the fields!  A rare vice, plowing parallels at absolute values while the ratios of plant life to the spiral architecture that grows in a 3d Z-grid with roots toward the big nut and green pro-light.  Proselyte, this one dimension out of six splayed utilizes light via the process known as photosynthesis, literally ‘light building’. “Eat your fruits and veggies,” a mother might say out of concern, (unconcerned about C.E.R.N., the large hadron collider and particle accelerator,) as much as her child (starving for a light snack full of grease instead) is the funny singularity. Let’s call the other 5 frames of reference dirt, or six, ridges and roots.  A man could save the world with an arable wavefunction, (like Warren Buffet’s son (no-till)) exploring the root/rut dimensions.  “Here’s what I do: I come to your fields, I tear up your farms, and then I tell you what’s wrong,” he might say, “Call me a third world consultant.  You can repay me later.”

                “Words have the power to both destroy and heal. When words are both true and kind, they can change our world” (sez Buddha from a Civilization game (this author’s source)).  Vibrations and light-resistances both play a part in determining optics of light particles, especially in a dimly lit system exposed to small amounts of literature and (at a speakeasy (style (bourgeois) bar)) lots to say about it.  When one finds oneself in a public setting and one wishes to justify one’s being included in the set, even its farthest limit, one must be ready, willing, and able to meet the challenges presented in the form of talking points: facts, loose interest, and generalia (yeah, right!).  Canadian potpourri!  In any event, some find it difficult to discuss the facts without consulting a rulebook.  Those people, stereotypical lawyers (woe be! (Luke 11:52)), rely heavily on brief dissociation to prove a rambling point that will be sure to outwit only the dimmest of squirrels.  Can acorns acorn? Are Mister Planter’s Nietzschean nuts exploring lower order animisms? Are dogs worthy of tutelage? Poking poop with a stick, one might muster an answer starting with “Let’s get out of here...” 

We hear the growl of a carnivorous cow the size of a large owl, and like smart squirrels, we scatter like monks in cowls from speed-demons.

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Some think themselves to be beasts, whose voice and actions they imitate. Some think that they are vessels of glass, and for this reason recoil from passers-by, lest they break; others fear death, which they yet cause most often to themselves. Still others imagine that they are guilty of some crime, so that they tremble with terror when they see another coming toward them, thinking he seeks to take them prisoner and sentence them to death.

Sydenham, Thomas from Madness & Civilization by Foucault, Michel.

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From 4/9/16:

Jansenism – movement originating from Jansen, Cornelius’ posthumous works that emphasized original sin, human depravity, the necessity for divine grace, and predestination c. 1643

Pascal – “In 1646, he and his sister Jacqueline identified with the religious movement within Catholicism known by its detractors as Jansenism.”

“Dicebant quoniam in furorem versus est.” M. Foucault p76. Translated, ‘they said that he is out of his mind,’ see Mark 3:21

Epithet – a characterizing word or phrase accompanying or occurring in place of the name of the person or thing (often disparaging (as in relation to subordinates)).

            Pissy panted dissipants, overloaded underlords, and drunken scooters… starting to recognize potential pick-pockets after reading this book.  A green-eyed distraction, inciting the rebel to yell, “oh, my poor, young, unskilled hands are getting wet with cheap booze!” she might be thinking.  Fraternity in sorority in fraternity in sorority? In fraternity, the feeling of being ‘in’ with the ‘in-crowd,’ a bunch of drop-dead would-be hookers (with the wool pulled high, hiked), surly sots, and ex-Catholic charity cases with vague ties to some so-called ‘family.’  Under-the-table drunk Vickie with a quick drop Mickie who sweeps her earnings under-the-rug, with so much posturing and spurning, it’s no wonder that without a pen as an outlet, some men turn to violence with ungirded loins! 

It’s 0353 and back from the wet bar to the dry bar boozy voices of attempted rationality slur out above clinking glass shooters in the shackles of some vast depression spanning decades now, with lovely days fewer and further between, it’s easy to see how one could grow attached, irrationally, to the things that bring joy in small doses, anxiety at large, while infrequent, moderate doses touch upon ineffability.  The desire to jar the system, does this punishment of introversion with a touch of perversion make one the extroverted architype?  This is a mad, sympathetic fight for survival in a civilization wherein only the pitiless excel and suck the success out of the cesspool of humanity.  Mad, unclean, unshaven masses of people who choose to be that way because they feel like it mind their own businesses and get out of my way!  How does one describe to another person what limits of action, behavior, and habit convey without some little boxed metaphor cliché?  Morpheus spread eagle, ethereal, but not f’real-f’real, Oneiroi’s one being in dreams we teach the soul’s dissipation and it runs counter to any sense of determination; where there is no cause, only effects.  It’s good sleep hygiene we all need in order to heal.

Strabismus – “cross-eye”/”wall-eye”

Enthymeme – “an argument in which one premise is not explicitly stated.” Ironically, I believe that this is the origin of the modern ‘meme’ and I doubt that the ‘enthy’ greater than half mass of people that use this word frequently even know it’s grand-scheme propaganda-carrying specifics.  I know I didn’t until recently (and I think I’m smart!).

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Lapidary – Gemini Jedidiah Smethwick

Nosography – “the systematic description of diseases.”  Clean yo’’ snout.

Oneiric – “…relating to dreams or dreaming.” See above.