I quantitatively superimpose my own superstitious
characteristics on random omens or signs in order to make chance appear as
though it were expected using only my face.
What did love teach me? As soon as you think you have discovered the
truth, the facts change. Just when you
think you’ve had enough: the quantum parlay.
Irrational unicorns represent the unreal system of fictional characters
versus the real system of nouns, things, and objects, represented by words, the
abstract thing-in-itself.
Excelsior – n. fine curled wood shavings used esp. for
packing fragile items. Also, “ever upward,” in Latin.
Perpetuaphoria – n. phenomenon of feeling eternal, infinite,
or without definite endpoint.
Proctophoria – n. phenomenon of feeling anal, analytical, or
with definite endpoints clearly established.
“Why should we allow artists, conquerors and statesmen to be
guided by irrational motives, but not the heroes of science?” Koestler, A., The
Sleepwalkers.
Parallelepiped – n. a three-dimensional figure formed by six
parallelograms
Versehen – n. the sudden fear of some animal or object by a
pregnant woman, believed to result in
her child’s bearing the mark of it.
(Jacob’s cattle)
The
noble genes of birthright were a phenotypic example of detached
materialism. There are things that are
theoretically attached to a newborn being at birth that could be separated, as
candy could be pried from a buggy, yet that quality of wealthy uprightness that
defines a social stratum would be mathematically difficult to correlate between
genes and portfolios, ported only on paper, yet no less real as a result? Science strives to justify its supposed
superiority through its worship of Hermes, Hermes Trismegistus, and the cult of
hermeticism sealed in esoterica not even its adherents fully understand. The scientific method itself was deemed
fitter by its adherents, in the same vein that most subjective creations of a
man can be deemed objective if based on statistics, which is the mathematics of
democracy and the only true political system, so say its adherents.
Our
scientific methods, the manner in which we conduct thought-experiments
establishes a provability based solely upon repetition or mimicry of a
particular experimental style that leads one to an inflexible endpoint, to a
particular novelty of thought by providing lucid points of containment of
variables such as recipe, method, and instrumentation for harmonic
intuitiveness, but discounts the land itself, or the ground it was literally
based on. Is the American race really a
fondue?
…Race,
like Time and Destiny, is a decisive element in every question of life, something
which everyone knows clearly and definitely so long as he does not try to set
himself to comprehend it by way of rational – i.e., soulless – dissection and
ordering. Race, Time, and Destiny belong
together. But the moment scientific
thought approaches them, the word ‘Time’ acquires the significance of a
dimension, the word ‘Destiny’ that of causal connection, while Race, for which
even at that stage of scientific askesis we still retain a very sure feeling,
becomes an incomprehensible chaos of unconnected and heterogeneous characters
that (under headings of law, period, culture, stock) interpenetrate without end
and without law.
Spengler, O., Decline of the West p. 130-1
7/4/13 I had a dream
of subjugation where I was under the yoke serving dishes to all mankind
alike. They bore down on me with their
eyeballs and were filled with the holy toast!
“I just
wanted to fill your heart and soul with fairytales,” I thought wishfully, “I
couldn’t break away from my weakness nor had I the power to deliver myself from
the hands of my oppressors. Surely they
would catch me and beat me like a fish out of water…” I wanted to ‘get famous’ because I thought
fame would be a good reason for others, including loved ones, to love me in
return…as if love needs good reason to exist.
Fame turns love into a transaction.
She
vindicates herself vindictively, making me earn every Latin penny. Her righteous judgment teaches me things I
might not have otherwise known and through knowledge I grow. She sets me righter as a writer. I didn’t have to say these things before and
now I do. Whenever I see the words ‘I do’
I think of matrimony, I think of wholeness, I see in my mind the combination of
two distinct parts, like puzzle pieces, forming a cohesive unity. Everything
I do I am wed to and that’s a good way to look at things for better or
worse. He who denies his weakness has no
penchant (save dream censorship. She’s
probably already dating my best friend.)
I have a weakness for wanting lots of friends, I also have a weakness
for remembering their names. Oh vanity
of vanities, all is vanity! Do I have
the strength to call you my weakness?
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“Is calculating in the imagination in some sense less real
than calculating on paper? It is real –
calculating-in-the-head. Is it similar
to calculating on paper? I don’t know
whether to call it similar. Is a bit of
white paper with black lines on it similar to a human body?” Wittgenstein, L. Philosophical
Investigations v3364
“How do I recognize that this color is red? -One
answer would be, ‘I have learnt English.’” Wittgenstein, L. Tractus
Logico-Philosophicus
Silence tells no lies.
Silence cannot deceive.
Freedom abolitionists wish to abolish freedom, or the notion
thereof by redefining the traditional definition of the word, by
transvaluation. For, in our world of
light-dark duality, it is altogether impossible to abolish one word, slavery, without
the abolition of its counter-weight upon the Libra balance, freedom. Am I not now free to either own a slave or be
a slave myself? To enslave myself? To
submit myself contractually to a state of unremittent servitude? To be placed
under the yoke with whips and chains, to be in bondage? (Not if Sacher-Masoch had his druthers!) In fact, neither freedom nor slavery have been
abolished, only the conditions have changed, just the facts (ma’am). Slavery has become softer and freedom harder
to obtain. It is easier to become a
slave and submit oneself to more desirable conditions, and yet to attain
freedom, one has to separate oneself from all desire. Freedom is more difficult to recognize in a
world where liberty is masked desire.
Here we also have a political system where to be free involves
alienation of oneself from the democratic majority and from the republican
representation of rule. Slave owners
have evolved into faceless entities, leaving behind two-story composite stone
structures adorned with Masonic symbols in technical-colors occupied by
wage-slaves all living alternative lifestyles of the poor and unconfident. Even if these adorned structures were to be
attacked, there is a vast insurance-government co-conspiracy which operates on
the taxed backs of the employees therein to cover any damages to structure and
relocation of merchandise to another Masonic carapace in a less violent
district. The Government Employees
Insurance Company (GEICO) doesn’t pay its employees commission and passes the
savings where? With the evolution of
syntactic structuralism, the system of differences that is langue erodes the
axon and broadens the transmittance gap.
In a world dominated by machines designed by engineers for monkeys, the
mentally disturbed, disabled, and criminally inclined are put to work with an
embedded sense of nationalism. Those
with middling intelligence and the middle-class, caveat!
Nothingness is unabridgable.
At a mouth of a cave, American troglodytes can be seen emptying
mouthfuls of boxed food-stuffs into the insatiable gullet of gluten-free
self. Behind these equally insatiable
eyes lies a mind pre-occupied with the attainment of freedom through pleasure,
on the slouch-couch, alter of Hestia – goddess of the hearth – who causes one
to sate thyself through one of many salty alternatives, blessing ion channels
with a hearty, well-oiled crunch from thou nearest and dearest cracker or
potato chip, all whilst blessing the television channels with a myriad of
occipital lobe stimuli straight to the back of the head, where all the sights
are stored. Have a nice day!
