Efficient Account Dismanagement

 

Mismanagement or Dismanagement?

    Agents of Satan run what? The Fed? If the love of money is the root of all evil, how would one describe those who enact monetary policy? Certainly not saints. Having served as career bankers to an extent they arrive at a Federal Reserve committee chair unelect where they are documented noteworthy in the field of mint. They sit in service of whom? The people? The masses? The hoi polloi? The governable? Certainly not! If you believe Thomas Henry Dickerson III breaks bread with Thomás, Ricardo, or his wife Harriet, you're mistaken. "It's all about systems management," he'd say, "Inputs, outputs, and throughputs. Anything to do with humanity is about the predictability of decision-making. If we can 'sway the markets' we convince Bobby, Lou, and Betty Sue to risk what may be against their own self-interests in the short-term for potential gain overall. The fact that people act in their own self-interest is predictable. That people know what is in their own self-interest is not. (With modern tech.) the extent of an individual's knowledge is discoverable, but how one acts on this knowledge is only accurate (not entirely precise) in advance. Action can be influenced or motivated by peer or fear. Inclusionary or exclusionary principles dictate tactics. Those who seek inclusion can be gradually swayed to accept the beliefs of the group. Those who desire isolation can be worked upon in the dark at their own behest, seemingly (again, with a technological assist). You see, those without a strong central belief can be herded like swine from pen to pen for even the promise of slop ("sell methis pen" -WoWS). You can't do that to the Amish for example, but you can convince even those who know this system works against them in the long-term to make little sacrifices to its (The Central Bank's) benefit on the short-term through threat of dissolution. It is not game to simply rob a man. Many who believe "Taxation is Theft" will still pay. This amounts to tacit complicity in the crime committed at his own expense, which is of course, hilarious."

"Historically, sets of data predicted trends en masse. These numerical agglomerations were limited by the Bell Curve's tails (alpha/beta errors::false positive/negative). Some datasets had only an atrocious 60% certainty (if you cut both tails) which was found too volitile for our most conservative clients, who maintain 1% of 1% of the world's wealth. While some novice statisticians might recognize these individuals as most error-ridden, (given their position's distance from normalcy on a wealth chart), they fail to recognize whose Providence allows these realizations!" Earthbound gods of status claim their divinity...

Efficiency vs. Inefficiency (as a Virtue)

Why does the socialist want to raise taxes? In the historical marketplace, ones works are performed with a notion of compensatory measure. Greenbacks in this case. Taxation on goods and services render the product more expensive. An x% increase in tax rate implies an x% increase in the cost of goods sold (COGS). In order to combat what occurs in markets naturally, socialists also demand price-fixation. When prices are fixed for COGS however, this directly impoverishes the working body in the restricted market. Neither man nor market are freed by policy. And where does the money go? To build roads and schools? Often not! Central planners of the regime are inefficient versus division of labor. Business-members under restrictions are either impoverished or disincentivized to operate. Action is opposed. Only operations at scale are streamlined because they are approved by operational mechanisms furnished to benefit only those closest to the centralized committee, followed by the well-connected and radially outward to the masses on the fringe, (most of us if we are honest with ourselves). How is socialism not elitist? Must every ethos be universal? Is science applied to society social science? Observe. An economist, one type of social scientist, studies households. A military general, another type of social scientist, studies "divide and conquer." A psychologist studies mental health and insanity. A political scientist studies the human condition. The general, most highly ranked, employs the others to achieve his goals. The socialistic military-industrial complex divides the wealth, homes, and minds in order to inculcate it's beneficent power. What? You don't think you need to defend yourself from foreign invaders? I have news for you! They want what you have and they don't want to pay for it either! Only the 'operations at scale' are protected by their titanic chthonic girth! Who cares if a few goods furnished by slaves are stolen? How are businesses and nations immune from old age, corruption, and eventual death? Corruption is often literal. With a bad heart and a sick mind a person's actions are deemed poor. A murder, a violent abuser, a person who steals, etc. are removed from businesses and nations to put a halt to corrupt insanity before irredeemable suffering resulting in terminal luck. Who wants to see America die? Looters, pillagers, and rapists: foreign spies, enemies of the state, and the occasional Karen who fails to connect action with consequence. Desire is the root of suffering. Just because you don't want the consequences doesn't mean you can change consequence as you can action. But people don't want to change their behavior, which makes them predictable, which internally validates the average social scientist's course of study.

1/28/26

                If the government serves any legitimate purpose it is to maintain law and order. All they seem to uphold is status quo and decorum anymore.  They give the people what they’re used to, with slight alterations.  The law and order ideal has shifted to a sort of Robin Hood scam where Gmen act like their job is to take money and redistribute.  Criminality is not biological or psychological, it’s socio-economic!  No one is born bad and they didn’t have a choice!

                I’ve seen protesters/rioters outside Minnesota governor’s mansion getting encouragement from Walz.  Not much different from J6 if you pick sides.  That people believe anyone in government (Trump or Walz/red or blue) is on their side is the effectiveness of dualistic propaganda.  They all act ‘above the law’ and this is the big lie right now; that no one is (with the exception of poor Juan).

                Now, I could understand fleeing an area unsafe to find sanctuary.  Many seeking sanctuary status are doing so because of US intervention/destabilization.  More people, at the top, ought to be removed (if not criminally charged) for bad policy (if not outright crimes against humanity).  Fact is, people care more about what’s going on in their own backyard because it’s visible.  See is believing.  While I think that elitist pedophiles are banging minors on Epstein Island, I know that my car has been broken into and I’m being stolen from.  This is effective government inverted (perhaps perverted).  A riot in the streets effectively distracts from attention spans, limited. 

Meditations on the Democritization of 'N' to End Products

 

8/23/24

Lately I've been dying an intellectual death. A common theme that is not writing enough. A common theme, a white boy using the n-word and calling everyone hypocrites! Such privilege! It's almost like I'm the one who is not giving enough of myself to the world. I'm the one becoming that word that is blasphemous to good race relations! No shit! And I've been flummoxed reading Heidegger and reminding myself how incredibly stupid I am as the result of how stupid I myself have been! It's almost like there's cause and effect or something and not all just good times based on nothing. Speaking of time, did you know time does not exist outside of our experiencing the thing that is called time? Like we know the universe is billions of years old, but that is just an inconceivable and almost silly notion to have when just getting through the day feels like a long series of chores. But who else is going to do the dishes?

I've also been reading Nietzsche again, which always seems to get my mind reeling. The Gay Science, a series of aphorisms that reminds me in such a way that agrees with my reason. Give me a sound reasoning like a thrashing. I think the notion that agrees with the title is this idea (that may also be Nietzschean) that there are at least two things that science cannot touch without itself becoming a mockery: race and sex. Who groups large swaths of humanity together and provides diminutive titles to groups of people measured as a mass en masse? The superlative tyrant (Hitler) and the superlative group of misled and proud-feeling heathens with a superiority-complex (Nazis). That bad, bad race of people is at it again, and this time they mean bad business! And don't get me started on that terrible woman and every other woman who failed to love me!

What is often quite funny about superlatives is that we know you're not being serious, but also not exactly lying either. There's always some truth if one talks big enough about a great many things. Similarities shine through more than individual differences. Patterns emerge. And sometimes those patterns take on the gross form of a mean, scary face. Swamp Thing, per example, or Cthulhu. Are we not supposed to talk about the southbound pachyderm with a lit stick of TNT up its ass? Is the blitzkrieg of Palestine somehow erotic? I mean, I don't think so, but I'm also not the one doing the raping. And who am I to judge? Just because I don't think I would commit war atrocities in the name of nation or race on a good day...if Job were John Wick instead...

Oppenheimer, when in the mood, could talk to just about anybody about anything, but Faulkner found conversation difficult with strangers; a bare yes or no was often all he could manage. Oppenheimer said he had recently seen a television play based on a Faulkner story and asked what Faulkner thought of television as a medium for the artist.

“Television is for niggers,” said Faulkner.

As a revisionist historian, I believe what Faulkner meant to say, was that perhaps television promotes illiteracy. And yes, perhaps members of the African-American persuasion (these days!) own televisions and cannot read or write, but that does not mean it's a bad thing! And look, plenty of micks, dagos, as well as many other racially inferior minority groups own even multiple television sets! So to put the onus on only one generic subset is indeed hypocritical. Thankfully, your boy's here to parse this narrative for y'uns.

8/19

In my dreams, honest people will hold power and take apart/dismantle the false idols people own and move/knock humanity back into a sort of alignment conducive to loving families and tight-knit communities accountable only to one another. Of course Europe and Asia will continue to push their advantages, but essentially (as everyone knows) strength lies in integrity and (resolute) leadership is an example we spend our time (our historical time) observing the individual self-interests our freedoms allow. One of our inalienable rights as human beings is deciding whose example to observe. (Imagine Chairman Mao on your mantelpiece.) Fathers are examples to their sons, for example, so leadership starts at home. This does not implore sons to become just like their fathers. Many fathers set examples not to be followed closely at all. Until lately I've felt my neck beneath an invisible tyrannical weight and my ass on the prod. My neck has gone the way of modern man, hunched over some vehicle or technology. A "pain in the neck" refers to the relay channels rooted in the spine of the CNS. A "pain in the ass" is glandular. Big boned and slow to metabolize, she taught:

"Many people consider their life 'over the hill' at 40, 50, or 60 years old. However, this implies that one is on top of said hill for some mathematically derivable duration (d/dt). And the odds that a person would summit two separate hills equal in elevation is betting the line. That superlative rise becomes the definitive feature of a man (or woman's) life..."

Dromedary camels hump dunes. Bactrian camels double hump two steppe. Whatever they put in Mongolian cigarettes is more than tobacco! Genghis Khan, on the plateau, rippin' darts... Is maximizing millions a great human achievement? How many mountains are cost prohibitive? A man may run fast, but a horse will always run faster. A man may swim fast, but a fish will always swim faster. So what is a great human achievement? <Performance> Will man sit as long as a mantis? Maxine Waters, 86 on the 15th (of August), represents California's 43rd. Is she as "thoughtful, productive, and meaningful" as the Inflation Reduction Act she sponsored? Imagine an old bag. Now imagine a fistful of Target orders: how much is disposable? I mean, in terms of sheer mass, it's about half packaging (that screams "security!" (and "I've paid!")). Behind a paywall, Everest, Dasein...

"From the three stems we derive three initial and vividly definite meanings <of the infinitive 'to be'>: living, emerging, abiding." Heidegger, M. Introduction to Metaphysics. Yale. p. 76

8/14

Wasn't bukkake enough 'facial recognition'?

8/16

Never have I ever injected art into my arm. I've smoked and eaten art, but never injected nor boofed. I've burned entire notebooks as sacrifices to some god of fire and history. "The gods will understand my meaning, I think," as I leaf pages onto smoldering embers, watching them flare. I think, "I think." I really think that! Where I pull my trauma from and what I dream are one and the same. Little wonder my pain keeps me awake. "I should know!" I think. "I should blast that smack right up my arm!" I think as I consider tested crystal meth and a rig complete with spoon, solvent, needle, and lighter. The solvent is just water, distilled of impurities. "We don't need any questions where we're going," I tell myself. Preparation steps into parameters. It does an Aussie breakdance on cardboard for a meme. "Creativity is this crazy high ideal," I check my arms. I have plenty of veins. "Ok, ok" I start to measure with my eyeballs powder from a baggie onto a half-blackened spoon, "tap, tap..." The software in the attic activates the fans that cool the tiny mirrors. Upon broken reflection I know nothing will come of this life. I just danced brokenly at the Olympics and my precisely measured imitations of my country's musical style brought but smirks to the faces of the judgmental cunts appointed by the IOC. I console myself in Aussie (broken English). Colonialism was never meant for the South Seas, yet as I rest my head on my hand on my elbow on the cardboard stall before I finish my routine, images of my ancestors before a tribunal of judges in black robes and white wigs sentencing criminals to exile in hostile environs swim somewhere close behind both corneas, retinas, and optical nerves. My tiny criminal brain was never meant to comprehend such proceedings. I was just brought here to spin on my head to the count of two while the eyes of the world watched on channel 5 news.

8/25/24

"Competition loses!" in Orwellian doublespeak (a victory over the thing itself).

Double's-peak bets the line. "Do whatever (you're unassigned)."

It's the promise of the freedom to live two lives (if you pledge allegiance to the new flag).

"We've got this in the bag," a type of overconfidence only cheaters understand. An unfair advantage that isn't really about external appearances, except it is almost entirely about racial identity and sexual reassignment, but it's not shallow. "So what if our money (and our credit) is almost entirely out? Did you know gold (Au) can be spread almost infinitely thin? It's true! (It almost doesn't matter!)"

0.1 micron leaf. 1/1000 the thickness of printer paper.

Although it does retain its value on the open market and persists as a sign of wealth and royalty, it's just put away somewhere safe like in a big vault like Fort Knox: trust us!

$78.94/1 gram Au

What does it mean to provide 12667848.99 grams = 12.67 metric tons of gold per billion sent to a war being waged by foreign mercenaries halfway across the world? I mean obviously it would be silly to reallocate the physical representation of stored wealth to a shipping container that could destabilized when sent overseas. So just believe us. "HAVE YOU SEEN OUR TABULATIONS, BRO?" How much is a computer language worth? Simulating simple math. Imagine a quantum behemoth that we invite willingly to our soil that increasingly consumes an increasingly dwindling energy reserve? "AI, bro, it's the future, get with it. Have you even seen a driverless vehicle?!" goes tech-bro4206911, working for the CIA, coordinating a hit-and-run assassination attempt remotely. Imagine a perfect little place in Hell for my enemies.

Where do trustworthiness & credibility align as indicators of integrity? Neighbors are coming to visit and leaving with the good China! How is 'going to war' a public policy anywhere? If I went to war with my neighbor I'd be locked up in no time (I'd like to think)! If I went to war with my relatives I'd be disinherited (a multi-tiered threat). Some people deserve it. The only people I've ever thought about doing bad things to were the ones closest to me. "And you're getting a little too close for comfort, if I'm being honest. You remind me of my mom and it's kind of gross. Not that I don't love my mom, I just wouldn't want to marry her. No Oedipus." Send her a dozen roses with little note saying "Sorry I didn't get you a gift earlier & thanks for the help at home." It's the least you can do for mommy, but more than that and it might get weird.

Man and Woman:

Seize forcibly the wench for whom you feel!
Thus thinks a man. Women don't rob, they steal.

Nietzsche, F. The Gay Science #22.

Time to watch TV, lol.

8/28

As a revisionist historian, what Faulkner meant to say is that television is a platform for international conglomerates and government propagandists to purchase influence over the minds of the hapless. Hapless people make the best victims because that is already how they see themselves. On the waves of some unknown Fate controlled by Destiny, they tumble about. Buddhists refer to this notion simply as samsara, but that's only because they know better than expose themselves to whatever electromagnetic radiation is being emitted from every 'on' control monitor. Imagine a monk lounging on a La-Z-Boy, munching Frito's, with 3's Company on the plasma. Then another who lives in a stark environment devoid of sensory thrills. No Ramada. Many believe man's mind is a powerful tool that is weakened by carelessness and indulgence. What one focuses one's attention on is more valuable than oil, they say. Also, we are on oil and if you look closely, dead dinosaur bones.

My table, my tablet, my phone...

DEAD, Dead, dead dinosaur bones.

"But where isn't there deadly radiation?" a mind controlled by 5G watchtowers raises a hand.

"Give her the Pulse!" The Orwellian guard shouts, "She's got the mind virus!"

At an Asana (formerly Smiley Abstractions) retreat, a Facebook founder and credit-taker of the work-group meter "Tasks" accesses the teleprompter on an Entelechy Sphere for social experimentation. This particular work-group consists of willed subjects who would have their consciousnesses more directly operated on thanks to the new technology by Entelechy, Inc. who had recently formed a partnership with the software giant. Our test groups consists of fairly well-rounded individuals, both in stature and demeanor, with multiple ages, backgrounds, and walks-of-life? No. Ages in the target demographic, backgrounds cracked by trauma in some way, and frankly, people who needed easy money fast.

"We need to have our data conform to preconceived points that will please our investors," co-founders conspire.

"Thankfully, we have data-analytic software where users create a personality profile that provides most pertinent data sets on how they wish to be perceived in public, (barring trolls (filtered)). We selected the hapless 'randomly' based on separate markers (age/race/sex/creed), who we know ahead of time to have a particular worldview that aligns with compromised resistance to victimization. These inflated numbers provide the basis for popularizing propaganda sent to us by the House of Ways and Means or whatever governmental entity that provides massive State contracts for research in this sort of epidemiological experimentation field. Based on mean screen time for instance, we can tell that the United States has the most hours per capita than any other country, which signifies a certain readiness... eagerness even to believe just about anything that appears convincing. What we want them to do is to keep spending the wealth they've accrued until they are in such a predicament, they either decide to work with us, die in some way, or radicalize to groups easier to suppress or tolerate according to their fractious and fragmentary natures," thus affects Guy Smiley on the E-Sphere, already more familiar than comfortable.

8/30/24

$88.61 / dozen roses = $7.38 / rose

What does it mean to send 135,501,355 roses per billion dollars spent on war? There is more than one way to concentrate value. Instead of "airborne leaflet propaganda" send enough flowers to drown cities in a different mind-changing / psychology-altering valuation. Pepper your opponents with ostentatious displays of love as a lark and see if they won't reciprocate. As far as I know it has never before been performed and it's worth a gander. If the ultimate goal is pacification... 2.8 billion cut roses are sold annually here in the U.S. - let us conduct an alternative aerial campaign. Let us, as a nation, alter our own hawkish history and adapt the turkey instead of the eagle for once, if you catch my drift. "Make love, not war" is the obvious reduction here.

8/31

As a revisionist historian, what Faulkner so masterfully brought to Oppenheimer's consciousness is the nigger Dasein and how it is fostered by the televised medium. This notion ought to be redefined for the modern audience as "diminished existence." What does it mean to have a diminished existence? Surely this does not refer to length-of-life exclusively, although incidence of early mortality could be noted. The play on television is not identical to the play in real life. It is narrow in scope. Sound is diminished, the picture is narrowly focused, and there is no experience of "being in the world." One does not experience the play, but the simulation of play. Another adjunct is to nigger Dasein and diminished existence is "slave mentality." This notion hearkens back to Plato. There is a spiritual relation to individuals "inferior, immature, or lacking self-mastery" with an individual who would sacrifice freedom for security. Before I go further along this path, let me redefine "spiritual" for anyone confounded by modern definitions of spirituality. Spiritual simply means "in-the-spirit-of." While a Christian may put everything in the context of the Holy Spirit (as is apt), for a modern atheist, agnostic, or catch-all pagan, it refers to those things that may not be seen on their own, but can be talked about in context. "Can we adjust the color settings and turn up the volume on that?" Most of us have a notion of justice for instance, but can any one point to Justice like a statue? The blind robed woman (Lady Justice) holding scales up and sword down that adorns many courthouses is one physical albeit purely symbolic representation, not Justice itself. An attempt to make eternal what everyone feels, but no one knows...

Better Boofing, Ltd.

 

3/3/24

Single (for a reason) mother believes her and her baby deserve the best! A man more manipulable to self-sacrifice. Praying mantis vibes, not all good, however evolutionarily viable. Historically, people with domestic problems would seek clement advice from the Church - the opium dens of the masses as they come to be regarded. These days many seek secular therapy from therapists too cautious of their livelihood to be honest with anyone let alone themselves.

Better Boofing, Ltd. - psychedelic suppositories.

Drunk, dreaming of writing, playing with my pen, nothing coming out. It’s the middle of the night and I’m wide awake farting. I took a weed gummy and some magnesium to chill out. My penis is no longer an option. Give me the knife. I cut away to an ex-wife brandishing it, owning me. Going back to possessiveness and how it feels to be owned in a bad marriage. She tells me to “do as I say.” I comply like a man out of options. She feels like she owns the place, which isn’t true, technically, but we’ve already belabored that point. Arguing against a mindset is shouting at a wailing wall. Except that little twitch buffaloes like a mouse to an elephant a’reel in my mind. If my memory serves me, I own the transcripts. Meticulous documentation is a success strategy. Succeed with others, not despite others. Why am I saying this? What else is there to say? If my ego is completely a’lea, who am I? Self? Not Will. That’s some other guy I’ve heard about, but never looked into, you’re welcome.

A baker’s dozen of chocolate ecstasy butt-plugs that effectively release MDMA as if melts (and you get fucked) from B.B., Ltd. Sold to all the sex cults popping up in my region. Once you’re in there, why not? Stir it around a bit and make it nice and consistent. Consistency is another key to success, a marketable strategy. People love to see it on paper. It’s a big word most people remember and feel smart about knowing. I’m remarkably consistent, anyway, not to brag, but I’m always on time, even when I’m late. It’s a skill obtained from wearing a watch that lets people know I know. “I know, I know, sorry,” is not something I want to have to say to someone I feel sorry about for forcing me into that position. It’s not like we ever agreed that it wasn’t all a game. Oscar the bulldog wags his sorry head with his eyes closed in admonition before his teeth latch, jaws clench, and jowls drool slobber all over a fresh forearm, snapping the right radius nearly in half.

Write more, but remain concise. What a paradox! Hole me up in a box here and now! Straight to the grave with an epitaph teenagers have uncensored sex upon; a headstone that read “Fuck Niggers” She happened to be ‘black’ (with a chocolate buttplug) before the ‘happening’ when ‘black people’ became ‘people’ all of a sudden, even if many handfuls of supreme justices don’t see it that way (in the old South). I know perfectly free people that demand incarceration! The attitude of these people! GIVE THE BLACKS WAKANDA! I mean, if they could do it for Israel, and we all see how well that decision is going (eyeroll). It’s interesting to witness oppressed people oppress with all the cares of the world. “Worldly cares,” to a monk off his sausage. Practicing farts at every conceivable angle. Proud of his anal symphony, “I think I’ve got it really tight,” like a butthole to a workaholic.

“This shit’s ass.”

“No, the ass shits, the shit doesn’t ass,” to an English teacher a’boof, “Technically.”

We contain multitudes, but my nigger just lost his right arm. “Ow!” he howls!

“Well I guess ass does smell like shit since one comes from the other, and it does smell like a particular ass we know we can both identify,” the teacher finally concedes, "In fact your colloquialism conveys the message more succinctly," observing Django, disarmed.

“Bargaining for consent is an utter waste of time,” reasons an efficient rapist in a limey British accent. “If I can get them to line up in droves for something they don’t need we will have achieved total psychic control, domination, and consent by proxy,” Bill Gates, the rich freak in a illuminati mask practicing hack cockney. There is one person in the world who cannot honestly say “that’s rich,” without making another person’s lifetime earnings soar through the roof as a boardroom full of executives imagines a line on a graph ad infinitum. “Apparently philanthropy is popular and makes you look like a good guy even with 125 skeletons in 124 closets. Let’s expand the marketing budget to include an advertising campaign designed to convince the viewing public that it remains in their best interests to support our well-oiled machine of progress. And add another party-planning bureau and call it some derivative of ‘education’ as a tax write off and to underwrite political entities open to writing exceptions for our particular industry into legislation in the name of charity!”

“Hail, Spray Tan! SPF 52” Ad read. “The cult following is large enough to require mass broadcasting to reach individuals in need of purposeful messaging,” back in the boardroom, Gates not usurping himself quite yet, sips a dirty chai.

I need an answer only a doctor can prescribe and a pharmacist can fill, but the answer itself lies within one’s heart, however hypertensive. The nicotine in my blood is commanding its possession over my spirit. “We’re going to have to cut him open, aren’t we?” says not a nurse to a surgeon, but a schizophrenic to herself and her imaginary butcher boyfriend. The military training she received, little as it was, was enough to inform her mentality about the value of human life to a carpenter ant crawling over dead eyes. On the jungle floor, a skull still covered in flesh appears staring into the abyss. This represents a clean kill to a wealthy investor on a safari with the deadliest catch, Ice-T in one hand, sidearm in the other. “Stay here,” he tells the cameraman, “I want to be doing jumping jacks when I get shot,” bang! Goes the report and poor-compared-to Bill Gates Ice-T keels down. “It’s over for me. I’m out of here. Sayonara,” as he exits life stage left. The last life stage is the final frontier of longevity.

3/11/24

So I tell my doctor, “I think I’m dying and I want to live longer.”

He says, “Don’t we all?!”

I’m vomiting blood. Having a bad time. The bad doctor messes with his stethoscope and acts busily like he knows what he’s doing. Everybody’s scared and feels sorry for me and that’s the way I like it.

“No drive, no desire, no pain, no gain,” against a struggling blonde who could pass for legal if she lost her wallet. “I’m going to make you mine,” a rough whisper in her ear.

“Is that you Michael?” it dawns on her she’d been fucked by this particular rapist on more than one occasion. Her luck! He likes to go doggy-style bareback she recalls as sure enough he flips her over and proceeds with the creepy off-tempo fornication so characteristic of old Mike off his meds O’Malley. A real fart whisperer, he was always down to explore every invaginated intertriginous zone with his tongue and sure enough, before you know it, he’s kissing her asshole like on the mouth. “It’s kind of weird, but it feels good!” she thinks, kind of getting used to the idea of suddenly getting shoved into by a nut. “I mean he obviously thinks I’m pretty!” in vain.

He actually wishes he picked a slimmer target without as much experience, but it was a kind of spur of the moment thing. He knew where she’d be after school and her political stance against mass incarceration, having seen her at a protest declaring she’d go to the grave with her position unchanged.

He changed her position for her, flipping her over again, she busted.

Anyway, as we return from our autistic trance, we remind ourselves what the Founder and Father of all creation had to say through his prophets: “Allahu-Akbar.”

3/13/24

A name, an identity, a social security card, and a timestamp order the lifeform. “Looks like this one will grow a weiner, shall we cut if off now or wait until it’s ‘her decision’?” doc using his fingers for air-quotes, “it will be less painful now, and she’ll resent you either way for introducing her to this blasted place we call Earth 2049.”

The sin of Mike O’Malley was not omission, “for although it wouldn’t all fit, he left nothing out,” like a Zen koan. “There’s only so much space in that attic upstairs to put stuff and you don’t give a shit, you fuck and throw things everywhere, I’m over this,” to the target of bipolarity.

“Let me live the way I want. I don’t miss us.”

“So why are you still here?”

“I’m very sick. I’m too weak, scared, tired, and intimidated to go back where I’m from and leave a good impression with those I assume have high expectations of who they think I am, so I am what we believe. I am the sum of my ‘Be Here Now’ slant shifting parallelepiped with sharp corners 2D thinking."  There’s a problem that wouldn’t be a problem if it were addressed promptly. The longer it goes duration-wise, the worse the hell to pay.

Some people drink a culture of beer. It’s what puts life into dead stuff. Wheat, barley, rye, malt, hops all have had a life of their own. And it’s not what they were, it’s what they can become that ties the room together. The mind reflects the environment like a nice book collection.

Addiction is simplified recreation – love removed. Smoke weed, stay inside, and fill in the blank.

Will I get the fear?

Apply logic to abortion, addiction, and pornography/prostitution.

Addiction: sex, gambling, overeating, codependency, drugs, alcohol, etc. Any subject an Anonymous group that meets at churches biweekly discuss. All the indulgent acts performed in isolation.

“I’m so in the moment I forget whose party I’m at! I drop out. I become so small I blink into inverse eternity.” Observing the celestial from the subatomic, being both. What keeps us temporal is undisciplined behavior. Unevolved consciousness – monkey brain. Control your goats! Grazing past confines, paltry. One kills what one cannot otherwise contain. An overflowing chalice of Christ’s blood – too pure for this world? Abounding in compassion.

“Does anyone know how one would go about capturing a person and forcing them to work for you these days?” The loophole! Some call it a snare, but it’s all legalese over Johnny’s head in the court so drunk he can’t wait to be sentenced so he can finally go home for the next 5-10 depending on what happens. He hasn’t been able to stay anywhere for more than a month lately (threadbare welcome) so the consistency seems nice by contrast.

The first guard grabbed his ass. The second one kissed his mouth. Third exposed a length of foreskinless phallus and put it in his mouth with guard Gloria on gonads. “Ong-ong-ong,” was about the sound she’d make with her stuffed larynx. “Two hours to cumshot so make yourselves very comfortable around the house and don’t forget to get creative!” goes the porn director.

Pornography means “the study of a poor man’s head,” which I know is wrong because I have little money. What I want is unattainable to obtain or unobtainable to attain or something.

Part of me fears I’ll miss loafing if I pursued success (and I really like just laying around!)

If I write more, will I loaf less? Yes. Will I miss loafing? Probably not, but it’s hard to say. It’s pretty good eating some drugs, getting fucked up, screwing around. I make the international sign of contagious tiredness. YAWN!

3/16/24

I’m not fulfilling my quotas. Yes, I know the blacks already have a place they call home called “Africa” so Wakanda is pretty redundant really, even if it is even today increasingly overrun by “civilizing forces” formerly known as colonists straight to Conrad’s Heart of Darkness. “The horror!” And this is the sort of story that drives me to drink large drafts. I’d rather not contribute to consumer culture, but man I don’t know where to escape but inwardly! And if I could convince a wealthy industrialist to consume 36 buds a day by example the world would be wiser and I could get off my gas station medicine. So in a way I’m doing what needs to be done and in another I’m derelict of duty. I get the impression however that it’s impossible to please both sides. Some people hate to see you succeed. And success brings its own care and concerns. I don’t really care one way or another. I think we ought to love one another regardless. And not like Mike or Bill. Something tells me they’re both off their rocker, but even then I’d rather kiss mad Mike than “where’s Melinda?” Gates.

Is thinking out loud the same as thinking in silence? “All I know is what I have words for.” went Wittgenstein. Third eye inward, throat chakra muted, 110% sleep I follow my dreams in overdrive. For me: a formee: she assumed the fat-ass form of my darkest ideals. Part of her alters to accommodate increasing turgidity suspended like a fishing lure on a liquid plane.

“We’ve done enough damage,” mused the witch, stick in her crotch, stirring, “but we could always do more.”

“Until the day I die, I’ll spill my heart for you,” Storyof the Year screamo emphasizes her conjuration. An image in her mind, one quite reprehensible, “Spill away,” she quoted, mirroring an illustration in a leather-bound book white cutting quietly, but not silently into a lamb’s heart, easily obtained in Shepherd’s County. She relies on “Mohammad the Blasphemer,” his D&D moniker. He even delivers the goods and throws a bone in the old bag, “his sort of thing,” when he thinks about old broads in the third person while perusing the county’s heritage seed vault with a stave in his ass. “Down donkey!” he commands the braying beast wearing a saddle and a tiara he’s selling on eBay. Outside, an owl gives a series of hoots unheard before taking of t’wards Myra’s with a fresh pellet she’d unpack in order to perform divination. “Fuck, her breath stinks,” he expressed facially before flipping her on her hands and knees. She knew it, and expressed her satisfaction with a low moan, “only real arseholes don’t acknowledge my stench,” she considered many moons ago, “they ur afraid of the truth.” She pulls a cock’s head (rubber chicken) towards her knowing ass and let out a loud snort. “The treatment” always does something to her and this time it even felt a bit pleasant.

One lamb is enough meat for one big fat guy. I imagine the maw of a great beast and a burning intensified by acid. I imagine death’s door arrayed with teeth individually pulled and organized by category up and down the ivory exterior. A BladeSaw® brand circular saw spins to life for death. It severs the spine before any feeling amounting to agony. The French used to practice this technique on the bourgeois in public to perfect it. They’d even put a tourniquet around their necks to help them breathe less. That way they’d want to die! They’d be asking for it like, “please just kill me,” you could read in their bulging eyes as their faces got red with pressure before the head popped off. “Boo-gee...boo-gee,” Myra back to reciting from her brown book while visualizing torture. An encyclopedia of world history is as good as any spellbook to an experienced witch. “There’s even some good images,” she thinks in a way back to emaciated corpses on their backs everything about them agape, “in a ditch,” to an Entelechy™ resonance sphere that harnesses her energies. She utilizes it to commune with powerful entities on the fringes of the unknown universe bent on unholy retribution, “burning blood in native soil. As above, so below.” They laugh now, but soon they’ll be howling.

“How are you, Nancy?” the Spirit wryly queries Pelosi experiencing metempsychosis on drugs on the floor of a trailer park in Elizabeth, CO. Realizing her worst nightmare. Middle America. Two kids. A third she can feel kicking. Second husband passed out on a used couch. High-gravity tallboys strewn. Immediately her congressional training kicks in and she starts searching the cabinets up and down for rat poison. “I’ll kill the motherfucker while he sleeps,” to “Goodbye Earl,” with warped acoustics. Nobody knows how to serve one’s country like an experienced bureaucrat. She knew intrinsically like a lawmaker how to abuse the children so they’d enter state protective custody and she wouldn’t serve serious time. She could abort the third with the art of tong-tea which defies state sanctions. “Soon I’ll be on my way to Wash…” she glanced at a mirror and lost hope. “Ugly! Ugly!” Could it get any worse? It could. Her water broke.

3/20/24

Online chatrooms: the silent shouting match.

1) The world is all there is, it behooves humanity and moreso the morose individual to improve upon it. "Make the world a better place," is an apt platitude. Simple! Smile! YOLO! In the moment...

2) If Heaven exists (ideal forms), what is the purpose of this world at all? Discounting mere purgatory and Earth as Heaven's waiting-room (duality) we've stumbled upon realms one considers higher or lower. "Proving ground" comes to mind even if one only judges oneself without a greater intercessor. Moral basis of existence.

3) If Hell exists and there are only lower realms of existence, "Abandon all hope, ye who enter," for this life is only a comedy of errors. One is born in blood, decays, and dies. Epicureanism at best (to Sisyphus) or absurdism to Camus. Moral retreat into atheism or...

4) Nihilism - nothing exists - all is a dream, illusion, maya, or otherwise devoid of intrinsic meaning/value (beyond this message ineffably understood). Entertainment is the highest ideal. It follows that the most entertaining would be the most highly praised/prized, which leads back to the Lord of hosts, Jesus Christ, lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the World. Happy are we to be born in His image (the highest illusion!)

Is a truck 500 horses more complex than one mere horsepowered horse? 500 times more logical and unnatural! Humanity is stuck in an absurd time when efficiency is a high ideal. A slavish mindset.

"So what you're saying is kill all the Slavs?" to an alien hallucination, purpose of an Area 51 visit.

"Correct. Convince Putin to invade Ukraine, and convince the comedian Zelensky with big numbers that he'll be considered a historical figure of magnitude. Enough for Dante to consider amending his opus from beyond the grave," goes the little gray man, lips ventriloquistic to advanced telepathy (a more convincing command on account of the high fidelity (oracular) direct input upon the relatively weak monkey brain of the standing U.S. president, Joe Biden) not oft observed in Pennsylvania (except to Quaker mountebanks). Add to this the dithering effects of radioactive nuclear waste buried in the great state of Nevada, burning holes through to the core of the Earth like MDMA to the brain of a druguser on DARE all the way to "China" in caricature of caricatures' Trumpspeak. What a boof! The children are still humping on the grave of the rolling racist. Revisionist historians overlaid "Fornicate with Everyone!" on the bad epitaph everyone remembers, but no one can say without fear of reprisal from next door neighbors eavesdropping for next month's rent. One World Government 'saw to it all' from its Flanders, Belgium HQ. Invictu!